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This is my son, Robert. Robert passed away April 9, 2013 from an accidental overdose .
As a grieving mom every day is a struggle . As a grieving mom I think that this cannot be real . After 6 1/2 years my heart hurts as much as it did when this first happened People tend to think that as time passes you forget and go on with your life . Well I am here to tell you that is not true .
Imagine your child die .. how could you ever forget ..
The boy that I Birthed.. the boy that I raised.. the boy that I cared for and loved and took care of for 26 years is now gone . At this point in my life I realize since all this happened ,I have gained much weight ,I absolutely need much sleep (I guess while I sleep no pain) my concentration is horrible . My forgetfulness is terrible . my Brain does not work the way it used to . Things do not bother me as much as they should . ,Because the worst thing in the world already happened to me . All I do is keep moving forward as best as I can. And some days are harder then others.
Everything is different now.
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The day my child died my heart broke and will never mend.. all I can do now is put a smile on my face and go on till I see him again
A grieving parent will never be whole will never be truly happy and will never understand why my child .
Ruthann Gaspari. 201-873-